On the brink, the cusp, the edge...

For years I've been feeling like I'm on the brink of greatness, or on the cusp of achieveing all of my dreams... I used to say it was coming and I waited for it. Now I realize I'm the only one keeping me from reaching it/them. I can no longer wait to be the greatest afican American screenplay writer/director in years, I have to be on my grind, again. I worked so hard to get the work done, gotta work as hard to promte it. Back to squar one I think. My agency is slacking in my book. I have to find a more aggressive team. So the real work begins. I want to be in a better place than I am now, in a year from now... physically, mentally and spiritually... I keep holding off on committing to too many things, afraid of neglecting my family and myself. But I ready to step out, make a leap of faith...