Sorry i haven't written... its just my hand specialist took three needles to my wrist yesterday and i alomost cried... a tear sat right on the cusp of my eyelid, but it didnt fall... my hand is sore as hell and i missed going to the gym...

I'm in a good place right now. I'm at ease with myself and everyone else. Feeling good right now. I want to go on a trip somewhere, where i dont know yet. might hop a plane somewhere for a weekend. maybe alone, maybe with friends, or whom ever. Just have a jones for an adventure...

I'm ready to go back to school now too, found a program that works for me...get a degree so my mom will stop naggin me...