ok.. yesterday's entry felt good to get out... but one apology is necessary...

Journeyman, I can't be mad at the fact you got upset. I can understand believe me, but it was time for me to rid my body of the animosity and/or frustration I was feeling toward alot of people, including you. I know it hurt you in a deep place, but I needed to rid myself of some of the hurt I was feeling. Now we're both hurt and I'm ready to start the healing. Are you? I need you more than you realize. I hardly slept a wink last night, forcing myself not to call you. I cried, I can't even front. I sent my apology in song, and still haven't heard from you... I'm waiting to hear from, patiently.

I love you.

I'm Hurting Inside... Bob Marley

When I was just a little child,
Happiness was there awhile.
Then from me, yeah, it slipped one day.
Happiness, come back, I say.
'Cause if you don't come, I've got to go
Lookin' for happiness.
Well, if you don't come, I've got to go
Lookin', Lord, for happiness, happpiness.

I'm hurting inside.
I'm hurting inside.
Oh, hear my cry, hear my cry, yeah,
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, cry.

Been together like school children,
Then you hurt me just in vain.
Lord, I'm your weary child.
Happiness, come back awhile.
'Cause if you don't come, I've got to go
Lookin' for happiness.
The road is dangerous.
Well, if you don't come, I've got to go
Lookin', Lord, for happiness, happiness.
I'm hurting inside.
I'm hurting inside. (Repeat)

Feel the pain, feel the pain.
I'm hurting inside.
I'm hurting inside.