Monday, December 04, 2006

As old/young as I am I have yet to understand the drive in people to retaliate, including myself. I can speak for myself in that, I have an urge to defend myself at all times. It has improved dramatically over the last year, but sometimes I feel it rising up in me, and I have sit still as to not do or say anything that will be hurtful to myself and others. Sometimes I cry because of the built up anger inside. Sometimes I just shut down and say absolutely nothing to anyone.

but some people go to the extremes of complete sabotage. I wonder what could have happened in peoples lives that make them so ready to hurt other people to the core? Or is it that they want other people to feel the pain and self loathing they feel themselves? Either way it is a sight to see...

1 Comments:

Blogger LuvJam said...

Girrrrrlllllll. Your not lying.. I'm still confused... I mean i can understand.. why'd you'd fight for what i "have" but uhmm... really now? and by you i don't mean you! :P MRS. Phoenix :) sorry i've been neglecting you...

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