fruition....

I once heard that love comes into its own, in its own time. You cant hurry love, so am I trying to hurry the love I have and make it progress faster because I yearn for that kind of love? Should I have had the patience and waitied for the other brother who had my heart to finally get his ish together? Or am I supposed to be where I am? it is all too confusing, all too hard to deal with and I need a sedative sometimes to quite the argument my heart mind body and soul have on a constant basis when it comes to the subject of love....

love is a crazy game people play but I dont think anyone really wins at love because we dont live forever so heart ache and heart break are inevitable......