If there was a crash course in how to mend a broken heart
I would have taken it day before yesterday
My hearts been broken more than a time or two
I should have this down packed
but I don't
I don't heal quickly from injury
my scabs linger
and my wounds tend to get infected
I relapse at will
I fight to stay healthy
but my mind does its own thing
causing depressions and self doubt
supressed feelings and denial
and I am mortally wounded today
last trist with love left me unable to heal
not for lack of trying
I'm just a bloody mess inside
and its coming out in my tears
never been here before, didn't know how to do this
so I did what I could, and it wasn't enough
I am scorned by him
despised by me, for lack of courage